Post by lynxlady on Dec 29, 2011 18:51:03 GMT -8
Thanks, yes, she was a part of my life.. I know she was just a stray, but to me she was so cute, she had such a personality, I still can't keep my eyes dry.. I miss seeing her everyday when I go out to do the catteries.. I remember her peaking in the windows and I remember her running up behind me sometimes just to say "Tag your it" .. so to not see her again just tears me up.. I have her 2 sons still but they are just wild strays, they are nothing like her.. I caught each of them and had them neutered, maybe that's why they stay as far away from me as they can 
They just sneak up to eat the food I put out for them but if I step out of the house, their gone.. momma would just sit there and look at me.. Yes, for 8 years she has always been there to tease me, if I didn't see her for a day or two I knew she was off breeding again or if she was fat I know she was having another litter for me to catch and fix and place.. I found out the reason she didn't make it was she was poisoned.. don't know with what but more then likely anti-freeze.. Kim is so careful with it because of the dogs and the cats but not everyone is.. so this time she would have just gone off and died, I wouldn't have known what happened to her..now I know she was warm, safe, and so loved.
This morning I saw her one son ( I call him Buba) sitting on her grave.. I lost it again.. I will get over it, just need time.
They just sneak up to eat the food I put out for them but if I step out of the house, their gone.. momma would just sit there and look at me.. Yes, for 8 years she has always been there to tease me, if I didn't see her for a day or two I knew she was off breeding again or if she was fat I know she was having another litter for me to catch and fix and place.. I found out the reason she didn't make it was she was poisoned.. don't know with what but more then likely anti-freeze.. Kim is so careful with it because of the dogs and the cats but not everyone is.. so this time she would have just gone off and died, I wouldn't have known what happened to her..now I know she was warm, safe, and so loved.This morning I saw her one son ( I call him Buba) sitting on her grave.. I lost it again.. I will get over it, just need time.
